[voice test]
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Billy didn't know how to name the feeling he had when Frank married Maria. He was happy for his friend, for both of them. He did everything a best man was supposed to do, and then some, because he would be damned if Frank didn't have a decent wedding, even if it was a rush job. Because Maria was pregnant. But Frank was happy and that was what mattered.
But something did shift in him as he watched his friend take his vows. No one sticks around. Maybe that wasn't totally fair - Frank was his brother, they were Marines, and they would share things that no one else did, and that was okay. He didn't need anything else from Frank. He didn't deserve anything else.
They had some leave before their first deployment, which was how Frank managed to get married at all. And after Frank resurfaced from his brief honeymoon, Billy was happy to meet him for drinks.
But something did shift in him as he watched his friend take his vows. No one sticks around. Maybe that wasn't totally fair - Frank was his brother, they were Marines, and they would share things that no one else did, and that was okay. He didn't need anything else from Frank. He didn't deserve anything else.
They had some leave before their first deployment, which was how Frank managed to get married at all. And after Frank resurfaced from his brief honeymoon, Billy was happy to meet him for drinks.
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Date: 2018-07-24 03:49 am (UTC)He ran his knuckles against Billy's shoulder gently. He hadn't asked when Maria wanted him back, though he supposed he didn't have days to disappear into Billy's sheets. In the morning, he'd check in with her and see where things stood. A blessing beforehand was one thing; it was another on the other side of things.
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Date: 2018-07-24 03:53 am (UTC)"Or maybe we'll both pass out and stay that way until morning."
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Date: 2018-07-24 04:02 am (UTC)He leaned in, tucked his nose against Billy's throat, and sighed. "Well, I dunno about morning," he said. "But a couple hours at least."
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Date: 2018-07-24 04:08 am (UTC)Hours. All he wanted to do was fall asleep for a while, but he didn't dare now. What if he-- what? What if he missed something? Frank was about to pass out, too, what the fuck was he going to miss? But somehow the reminder that this would all end, and soon, made an uncomfortable desperation twist up in his chest.
You're stuck with me now, Bill.
He tried not to doubt.
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Date: 2018-07-24 04:16 am (UTC)He leaned in and gave Billy a kiss. "To rest, man," he said, all soft and reassuring. "A few hours before I wake up again and harass you."
He pushed and tugged and rearranged them, until he had Billy in a comfortable position on his chest and his arms wrapped around him. It was maybe a little silly, since Billy was taller than he was. But he seemed to need it, that reassurance that he was there and he wasn't going anywhere. "We just did two rounds in under two hours, and I took it up the ass for the first time ever, and I can still count sex on one hand, so you're gonna have to forgive that I want to cuddle and sleep for a few hours, motherfucker."
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Date: 2018-07-24 02:30 pm (UTC)"Build up that fuckin stamina, Marine. Are you telling me your honeymoon was quiet? I call bullshit."
This was easy: teasing Frank, being an asshole. And it was easy to relax on him, to let Frank hold him like that. Easier than he thought it'd be. He tried to hide a yawn.
"Okay, okay. A nap."
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Date: 2018-07-24 02:56 pm (UTC)Eventually, they drifted off. It was warm and close and comfortable, but Frank didn't sleep much naturally, and it was harder still when he was pressed close to Billy Russo.
He roused after a couple hours. They'd shifted positions slightly, spooned against each other, and Frank brushed a kiss against Billy's shoulder.
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Date: 2018-07-24 08:43 pm (UTC)"Hey Frankie."
His voice was still heavy with sleep and he reached back lazily to brush his fingers over Frank's head.
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Date: 2018-07-25 12:53 am (UTC)“How you feelin’ baby?”
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Date: 2018-07-25 01:49 am (UTC)"Almost as good as you, huh?"
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Date: 2018-07-25 02:36 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-07-26 02:39 am (UTC)Billy reached back between them and managed to curl his fingers around Frank's cock. "Could probably just stick it back in," he said with a grin in his voice. "Bet it'd be easy, Frankie."
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Date: 2018-07-26 03:51 am (UTC)Because Frank had had other ideas. He was definitely going to slip it to him, but he'd been thinking of other things first. But if Billy wanted it that badly, he could be persuaded.
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Date: 2018-07-26 01:50 pm (UTC)"Yeah," he breathed. "Yeah Frankie, I want you that bad."
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Date: 2018-07-26 10:42 pm (UTC)Frank groaned as he nudged, slowly, into him.
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Date: 2018-07-26 11:37 pm (UTC)"Oh fuck," he breathed, eyes closed. "Holy shit, Frank." He reached back, grabbing the back of Frank's neck just to hold onto him as his cock sank deeper.
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Date: 2018-07-26 11:42 pm (UTC)He kissed at his neck as he bottomed out. “You feel good, baby. There you go. Good boy.”
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Date: 2018-07-26 11:51 pm (UTC)"Fuck," he sighed, a faint grin tugging at his mouth as he spoke. "Killin' me with that sweet talk, Frankie."
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Date: 2018-07-27 12:00 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-07-27 12:09 am (UTC)"Fuck you feel so good."
He kept his hands on Frank and on the bed to keep from touching himself just yet. They didn't have to rush this time. There was no need.
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Date: 2018-07-27 12:20 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-07-27 02:05 am (UTC)"Jesus, Frank--"
He pushed his face against his pillow and his fingers tightened against Frank's neck.
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Date: 2018-07-27 02:28 am (UTC)He wanted to keep talking, to be full of sweet talk or filth, but really, all he was full of was soft, needy sighs and groans as his speed picked up just a little bit. His fingers dug into Billy’s thigh, a rough, needy grip. God, he felt good.
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Date: 2018-07-27 03:18 am (UTC)He could't even articulate, not when Frank was making those sounds behind him. Frank's fingers dug into his thigh and Billy found himself hoping it bruised.
He finally touched his cock, stroked himself a little as Frank pushed into him. Billy still felt like he could be half asleep, everything warm and a little fuzzy, brought into sharp focus by little things: the pinch of Frank's fingers, the perfect fucking slide of his cock, his voice against his shoulder.
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Date: 2018-07-27 06:40 pm (UTC)"Fuck, baby." His hips sped a little, got a bit more aggressive. He was seeking now. Billy felt too fucking good.
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