[voice test]
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Billy didn't know how to name the feeling he had when Frank married Maria. He was happy for his friend, for both of them. He did everything a best man was supposed to do, and then some, because he would be damned if Frank didn't have a decent wedding, even if it was a rush job. Because Maria was pregnant. But Frank was happy and that was what mattered.
But something did shift in him as he watched his friend take his vows. No one sticks around. Maybe that wasn't totally fair - Frank was his brother, they were Marines, and they would share things that no one else did, and that was okay. He didn't need anything else from Frank. He didn't deserve anything else.
They had some leave before their first deployment, which was how Frank managed to get married at all. And after Frank resurfaced from his brief honeymoon, Billy was happy to meet him for drinks.
But something did shift in him as he watched his friend take his vows. No one sticks around. Maybe that wasn't totally fair - Frank was his brother, they were Marines, and they would share things that no one else did, and that was okay. He didn't need anything else from Frank. He didn't deserve anything else.
They had some leave before their first deployment, which was how Frank managed to get married at all. And after Frank resurfaced from his brief honeymoon, Billy was happy to meet him for drinks.
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Date: 2018-07-23 04:35 am (UTC)That was fine. He could still move his hips, and this helped him brace his weight. He rocked back to meet the lift of Frank's hips, moaning quietly at the sound they made when skin met skin. "You feel so fucking good."
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Date: 2018-07-24 12:04 am (UTC)He gripped Billy's hips tight and shoved up into him. He felt good.
"Holy shit, baby," he sighed. He dug his heels into the mattress and fucked up into him. "Holy fucking shit, Bill."
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Date: 2018-07-24 01:32 am (UTC)Billy grabbed the shelves tighter as Frank fucked up into him. His mouth hung open and it took everything he had not to just collapse on Frank and hang on for the ride. Every thrust of his hips forced a breath out of him, and the sound of skin meeting skin was fucking obscene and amazing.
He'd been dreaming about how it'd feel to get fucked by Frank, but the reality was so much fucking better.
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Date: 2018-07-24 01:59 am (UTC)He sat up a little, because that slowed him down for a moment at least, and he could kiss at Billy's chest and neck, and get force into his thrusts even if it wasn't the same sort of long depth as when he was flat on his back.
"You look so fuckin' pretty," he breathed on his skin, "riding my cock like that. Shit, Bill."
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Date: 2018-07-24 02:09 am (UTC)Then Frank called him pretty and his entire body shivered as his cock hit just the right place. "Oh fuck," he gasped out. He got tight for a second but kept moving, dazed in Frank's lap. "Don't stop, don't stop," he pleaded, voice ragged against Frank's ear.
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Date: 2018-07-24 02:23 am (UTC)He sucked up another mark on Billy's skin, a little desperate to leave a reminder that would last longer than just this moment.
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Date: 2018-07-24 02:34 am (UTC)"Fuck-- fuck--" He couldn't manage words anymore and he crashed into a weak, sloppy kiss as he tried to keep his hips moving. He wanted to feel him come.
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Date: 2018-07-24 02:47 am (UTC)But he didn't last very much longer. He shifted one last time and got some good leverage, some good force, and fucked deep, rough into Billy, crying out as he came.
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Date: 2018-07-24 02:58 am (UTC)And when Frank finally stopped moving, Billy slumped against him, breathing hard. He tried to kiss him again, mouths colliding for a moment. He smudged a kiss along Frank's jaw before he dropped his head against Frank's shoulder.
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Date: 2018-07-24 03:09 am (UTC)He lifted his hands, but only ran the clean one against Billy's skin, the back of his neck and over his hair gently. He caught his mouth in a slow, lazy kiss.
There was a whisper of words in that kiss, but no sound behind them. Barely the form of the words on his lips.
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Date: 2018-07-24 03:14 am (UTC)He rubbed his hand over Frank's head and kissed him again. Billy moved, slowly and reluctantly, until he kind of fell off Frank and off to the side. A tired smile lingered.
"Jesus, Frank."
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Date: 2018-07-24 03:26 am (UTC)Instead, he slid down and sprawled out. "You're not gonna kick me out, are you?"
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Date: 2018-07-24 03:33 am (UTC)He could feel places on his body throbbing, knowing there'd be bruises if there weren't already. He was glad that tomorrow he'd look in the mirror in and see them: see where Frank's mouth and hands had been.
"No, I'm not gonna kick you out. You can stay until you gotta go."
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Date: 2018-07-24 03:49 am (UTC)He ran his knuckles against Billy's shoulder gently. He hadn't asked when Maria wanted him back, though he supposed he didn't have days to disappear into Billy's sheets. In the morning, he'd check in with her and see where things stood. A blessing beforehand was one thing; it was another on the other side of things.
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Date: 2018-07-24 03:53 am (UTC)"Or maybe we'll both pass out and stay that way until morning."
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Date: 2018-07-24 04:02 am (UTC)He leaned in, tucked his nose against Billy's throat, and sighed. "Well, I dunno about morning," he said. "But a couple hours at least."
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Date: 2018-07-24 04:08 am (UTC)Hours. All he wanted to do was fall asleep for a while, but he didn't dare now. What if he-- what? What if he missed something? Frank was about to pass out, too, what the fuck was he going to miss? But somehow the reminder that this would all end, and soon, made an uncomfortable desperation twist up in his chest.
You're stuck with me now, Bill.
He tried not to doubt.
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Date: 2018-07-24 04:16 am (UTC)He leaned in and gave Billy a kiss. "To rest, man," he said, all soft and reassuring. "A few hours before I wake up again and harass you."
He pushed and tugged and rearranged them, until he had Billy in a comfortable position on his chest and his arms wrapped around him. It was maybe a little silly, since Billy was taller than he was. But he seemed to need it, that reassurance that he was there and he wasn't going anywhere. "We just did two rounds in under two hours, and I took it up the ass for the first time ever, and I can still count sex on one hand, so you're gonna have to forgive that I want to cuddle and sleep for a few hours, motherfucker."
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Date: 2018-07-24 02:30 pm (UTC)"Build up that fuckin stamina, Marine. Are you telling me your honeymoon was quiet? I call bullshit."
This was easy: teasing Frank, being an asshole. And it was easy to relax on him, to let Frank hold him like that. Easier than he thought it'd be. He tried to hide a yawn.
"Okay, okay. A nap."
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Date: 2018-07-24 02:56 pm (UTC)Eventually, they drifted off. It was warm and close and comfortable, but Frank didn't sleep much naturally, and it was harder still when he was pressed close to Billy Russo.
He roused after a couple hours. They'd shifted positions slightly, spooned against each other, and Frank brushed a kiss against Billy's shoulder.
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Date: 2018-07-24 08:43 pm (UTC)"Hey Frankie."
His voice was still heavy with sleep and he reached back lazily to brush his fingers over Frank's head.
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Date: 2018-07-25 12:53 am (UTC)“How you feelin’ baby?”
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Date: 2018-07-25 01:49 am (UTC)"Almost as good as you, huh?"
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Date: 2018-07-26 02:39 am (UTC)Billy reached back between them and managed to curl his fingers around Frank's cock. "Could probably just stick it back in," he said with a grin in his voice. "Bet it'd be easy, Frankie."
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