[voice test]
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Billy didn't know how to name the feeling he had when Frank married Maria. He was happy for his friend, for both of them. He did everything a best man was supposed to do, and then some, because he would be damned if Frank didn't have a decent wedding, even if it was a rush job. Because Maria was pregnant. But Frank was happy and that was what mattered.
But something did shift in him as he watched his friend take his vows. No one sticks around. Maybe that wasn't totally fair - Frank was his brother, they were Marines, and they would share things that no one else did, and that was okay. He didn't need anything else from Frank. He didn't deserve anything else.
They had some leave before their first deployment, which was how Frank managed to get married at all. And after Frank resurfaced from his brief honeymoon, Billy was happy to meet him for drinks.
But something did shift in him as he watched his friend take his vows. No one sticks around. Maybe that wasn't totally fair - Frank was his brother, they were Marines, and they would share things that no one else did, and that was okay. He didn't need anything else from Frank. He didn't deserve anything else.
They had some leave before their first deployment, which was how Frank managed to get married at all. And after Frank resurfaced from his brief honeymoon, Billy was happy to meet him for drinks.
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Date: 2018-07-22 02:50 am (UTC)He teased a finger down the cleft of Billy's ass as they kissed, an almost nervous touch.
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Date: 2018-07-23 12:55 am (UTC)Jesus.
"Need a guidebook, Marine?" He was kind of teasing but also a little serious. They'd never gone this far, Frank just confessed to never fucking another guy, so--
Billy sat up a little so he could make sure the lube was close and grabbed a string of condoms from one of the shelves over his bed.
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Date: 2018-07-23 01:20 am (UTC)It was better like this, of course, but Frank's only other experience being inside someone was bare. He didn't say anything about it, because that sounded stupid as hell, and the condoms were right there, and the lube was in Billy's hand.
He took that from him too, and slicked up his fingers. "Maybe just some encouraging words."
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Date: 2018-07-23 02:13 am (UTC)"Encouraging words, huh?" He leaned down and got another kiss; he left the lube by Frank's hand. "Like, how much I've thought about having your dick in me? What it'd feel like, how you fuck?"
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Date: 2018-07-23 02:26 am (UTC)He rubbed his finger, slick and slow, against Billy's hole. It was a slow, gentle thing to ease his finger in, a cautious gesture. He'd at least seen this in porn before. He knew a little bit about this.
"Yeah, you been thinking about how I fuck?"
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Date: 2018-07-23 02:58 am (UTC)He moved a little on top of Frank, just to make the angle easier. "Definitely after the first time you fucked my mouth."
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Date: 2018-07-23 03:03 am (UTC)He moved his finger as best he could. The angle didn't seem right. But also, he didn't want to give up the view. He didn't want to give up the weight of him. Frank slid his free hand up Billy's side, up his chest, to his neck. His thumb pressed at Billy's chin insistently, lengthening his lines a little.
"God, you look good."
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Date: 2018-07-23 03:13 am (UTC)He leaned forward more, braced himself against the shelves behind the bed so that he didn't compromise Frank's view too much. But it made it easier to ride back on his finger some.
"Gimme more, Frankie. C'mon," he breathed.
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Date: 2018-07-23 03:41 am (UTC)"That's it," he murmured against Billy's skin. This close, without looking at Billy, it was easier to make the words come. "That's it, baby. Attaboy."
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Date: 2018-07-23 03:46 am (UTC)"You can-- you can mark me up, man. If you want."
Unlike Frank, Billy didn't have to worry about who else was gonna see, or if they would care.
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Date: 2018-07-23 03:51 am (UTC)Slowly, very slowly now, he nudged with a third finger. He was thicker than Billy. They might need the extra stretch.
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Date: 2018-07-23 03:54 am (UTC)Billy arched his back, because it felt good and he knew it'd look good for Frank. "Don't stop, don't fuckin' stop, man." His hips stuttered a little, he managed to let Frank's fingers sink in all the way this time before he tried moving again.
"We're gonna have to be more careful when we ship out," he mumbled, already sounding dazed. "Do it, Frankie. Gimme shit to remember this."
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Date: 2018-07-23 03:59 am (UTC)He bit into the meat between Billy's neck and shoulder, rocking his fingers in and out of him, feeling the way he was easing open. He sucked at the spot, working a bruise up, even as he kept his fingers in Billy's mouth.
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Date: 2018-07-23 04:07 am (UTC)And then Frank bit his neck and Billy almost fucking crumpled on top of him. "Oh fuck," he gasped out, and he nearly fucking choked on Frank's fingers. He tried to focus on those, and he fucking whimpered as he tried to fuck harder onto Frank's fingers. Holy fuck.
He tried to grab Frank's hair, not to stop him but to hold the fuck on.
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Date: 2018-07-23 04:11 am (UTC)"You ready? You want me in you yet, baby?"
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Date: 2018-07-23 04:17 am (UTC)He tried to brace himself on the shelves again. He lifted his hips more, tried to give Frank room to maneuver beneath him.
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Date: 2018-07-23 04:20 am (UTC)He guided himself against Billy, nudged the head in before he gripped Billy's hips tight in some effort to not just slam into him.
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Date: 2018-07-23 04:27 am (UTC)"Oh fuck," he sighed, looking fucking euphoric as he sank down. "Fuck, Frankie. You feel so fucking good, man."
He didn't stop moving until he felt himself settle in Frank's lap, until he had him as deep as he could fucking get him. Billy dropped a hand to stroke himself, just a few times, trying to take the fucking edge off.
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Date: 2018-07-23 04:31 am (UTC)But he kept his hands on Billy's hips, squeezed them tight, especially as he finally settled. He let Billy touch himself for a moment, but when it just turned into playing, he snapped his teeth at him, growled softly as he rolled his hips.
"Hands on the shelf, Bill," he said.
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Date: 2018-07-23 04:35 am (UTC)That was fine. He could still move his hips, and this helped him brace his weight. He rocked back to meet the lift of Frank's hips, moaning quietly at the sound they made when skin met skin. "You feel so fucking good."
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Date: 2018-07-24 12:04 am (UTC)He gripped Billy's hips tight and shoved up into him. He felt good.
"Holy shit, baby," he sighed. He dug his heels into the mattress and fucked up into him. "Holy fucking shit, Bill."
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Date: 2018-07-24 01:32 am (UTC)Billy grabbed the shelves tighter as Frank fucked up into him. His mouth hung open and it took everything he had not to just collapse on Frank and hang on for the ride. Every thrust of his hips forced a breath out of him, and the sound of skin meeting skin was fucking obscene and amazing.
He'd been dreaming about how it'd feel to get fucked by Frank, but the reality was so much fucking better.
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Date: 2018-07-24 01:59 am (UTC)He sat up a little, because that slowed him down for a moment at least, and he could kiss at Billy's chest and neck, and get force into his thrusts even if it wasn't the same sort of long depth as when he was flat on his back.
"You look so fuckin' pretty," he breathed on his skin, "riding my cock like that. Shit, Bill."
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Date: 2018-07-24 02:09 am (UTC)Then Frank called him pretty and his entire body shivered as his cock hit just the right place. "Oh fuck," he gasped out. He got tight for a second but kept moving, dazed in Frank's lap. "Don't stop, don't stop," he pleaded, voice ragged against Frank's ear.
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Date: 2018-07-24 02:23 am (UTC)He sucked up another mark on Billy's skin, a little desperate to leave a reminder that would last longer than just this moment.
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