[voice test]
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Billy didn't know how to name the feeling he had when Frank married Maria. He was happy for his friend, for both of them. He did everything a best man was supposed to do, and then some, because he would be damned if Frank didn't have a decent wedding, even if it was a rush job. Because Maria was pregnant. But Frank was happy and that was what mattered.
But something did shift in him as he watched his friend take his vows. No one sticks around. Maybe that wasn't totally fair - Frank was his brother, they were Marines, and they would share things that no one else did, and that was okay. He didn't need anything else from Frank. He didn't deserve anything else.
They had some leave before their first deployment, which was how Frank managed to get married at all. And after Frank resurfaced from his brief honeymoon, Billy was happy to meet him for drinks.
But something did shift in him as he watched his friend take his vows. No one sticks around. Maybe that wasn't totally fair - Frank was his brother, they were Marines, and they would share things that no one else did, and that was okay. He didn't need anything else from Frank. He didn't deserve anything else.
They had some leave before their first deployment, which was how Frank managed to get married at all. And after Frank resurfaced from his brief honeymoon, Billy was happy to meet him for drinks.
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Date: 2018-07-18 03:38 am (UTC)He moaned, though, because he fucking wanted it - he wanted Frank. He popped his mouth off to catch his breath, took over stroking with his free hand as he rested his head against Frank's thigh.
"Fuck, man. I'm a fucking wreck for you."
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Date: 2018-07-18 03:51 am (UTC)He rolled his hips a little bit, seeking more of the touch. More of any touch, really. Billy's hand on his cock was familiar, and the intrusion of his finger was new but it didn't feel as strange as he thought it might.
"C'mon," he murmured. "C'mon, Bill."
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Date: 2018-07-18 03:59 am (UTC)Still, when he was pretty sure Frank was ready for it, he eased in another finger. He licked Frank's dick, teased him a little as he tried to work him open. He didn't know what the fuck Frank got up to before the Marines, but he was pretty fucking sure he hadn't been fucking anyone except Maria, and him, and they'd never gone quite this far.
"Fuck, Frankie."
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Date: 2018-07-18 04:15 am (UTC)"Tease," he accused, sharp, momentarily whining. He'd said earlier that he couldn't call Billy that, but it felt true in the moment. He tried to fuck himself back against Billy's fingers.
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Date: 2018-07-18 04:23 am (UTC)Billy eased back, slid his fingers free and smacked Frank's thigh. "Roll over, man. Get-- get higher on the bed. It'd fuckin' suck if we end up on the floor."
He was breathless, fucking aching as he followed Frank up. Billy fumbled for the condom so he could get the foil open and get it on. He had plenty here, but he sure as fuck was going to use Maria's permission slip the first time out.
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Date: 2018-07-18 04:37 am (UTC)He was a horny teenager, but that was beside the point.
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Date: 2018-07-18 04:41 am (UTC)He looked so fucking good. Billy prayed he wasn't about to make a poor fucking showing, ready as he felt to just pop. He slid his hand over Frank's back as he reached down to guide himself, to tease his cock against Frank's ass.
"You ready, Frankie?"
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Date: 2018-07-18 04:48 am (UTC)He pressed back insistently, seeking. "C'mon. C'mon, Bill. God, please."
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Date: 2018-07-18 04:51 am (UTC)He'd heard Frank beg before, but this? This was going to sear into his brain. Billy bit his lip as he pushed in, slow. He was into a lot of things, but he didn't want to hurt anyone. Especially not Frank.
"Holy fuck-- Fuck you feel good."
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Date: 2018-07-18 04:57 am (UTC)He shifted his legs a little, hips up a bit higher, to get more of him. "Fuck, baby."
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Date: 2018-07-18 05:11 am (UTC)Finally, he settled deep, pressed up against Frank as much as he could be. He sank down over him, kissed across his shoulders, then back of his neck.
"Fuck, baby. Fuck-- you okay?"
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Date: 2018-07-18 05:16 am (UTC)"Yeah, 'm good. God, you feel...fuckin' amazing." A tiny laugh snuck out of him. "C'mon, baby. C'mon. You feel so fuckin' good."
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Date: 2018-07-18 05:21 am (UTC)He adjusted his position a little before he moved, slow at first. Fucking luxuriating, because he'd dreamed of this and now it was real. Billy leaned low, planting his hand against the bed. He couldn't get quite as much power behind his hips like this but it still felt really fucking good - it was a good way to start, and it let him kiss and bite along Frank's neck.
He was careful, though. Maria said he could fuck her husband, not that he could mark him up.
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Date: 2018-07-18 11:01 pm (UTC)"Fuck, Bill," he breathed, and again, and again, with each move and scrape of teeth. He reached to touch him wherever he could. "Don't stop."
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Date: 2018-07-19 03:12 am (UTC)"Fuck, Frankie-- Jesus you feel so fucking good."
He kissed Frank's jaw, then pushed himself up. He could get more power this way, more control of how fast and how deep, and at what angle. He grabbed Frank's hips tightly, tried to remind himself not to bruise.
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Date: 2018-07-19 03:50 am (UTC)"C'mon," he breathed. He shifted, just a little, and swore as the angle got suddenly spectacular. "Oh, shit. Shit, Bill, fuck."
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Date: 2018-07-19 04:09 am (UTC)He was almost fucking embarrassed to admit it. This was what they got for teaching each other unmerciful since the bar. He leaned down a little more so he could reach around, so he could get his hand on Frank's cock to help him along.
"Shit, you feel so fucking good, man."
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Date: 2018-07-19 04:32 am (UTC)"Do it," he breathed, turning his head a little, looking up at him. "C'mon, baby. Oh, shit. Fuck, me too, Bill, 'm gonna... fuck."
Almost there.
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Date: 2018-07-19 04:40 am (UTC)Billy's voice caught and he hunched over Frank, losing his rhythm just a bit as he tried to move faster, harder, until he felt it. That sweet snap that shivered out from his core. He tried to fuck through it, cussing steadily, urgently as he came. He tried not to tighten his hold on Frank too much.
"Fuck--"
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Date: 2018-07-19 04:06 pm (UTC)He wasn’t far behind. Billy fucked through his own orgasm, and Frank rode right into his, swearing breathlessly as he made a mess on Billy’s finger and bedspread.
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Date: 2018-07-19 04:51 pm (UTC)"Holy shit," he breathed, panting against Frank's shoulder. "Fuck, man."
That was all he could manage just then, though. He stayed like that for a moment before he pushed himself up, just enough to pull out and collapse next to Frank. He grinned at him and brushed the back of his fingers over Frank's arm.
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Date: 2018-07-19 05:33 pm (UTC)He leaned toward Billy’s touch and turned his head to smile at him blithely. “Better not want me to move any time soon.”
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Date: 2018-07-19 05:38 pm (UTC)He didn't bother covering up.
Billy plucked up his glass and Frank's and brought them back into the bed alcove, where he set Frank's down on the nightstand.
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Date: 2018-07-19 05:41 pm (UTC)He stretched and felt a little twinge in his back. He didn’t know if another position would have been better, or if it was just sympathy for that loss of virginity. He relished it a little.
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Date: 2018-07-20 01:36 am (UTC)He didn't know, and he didn't want to think about it too hard. Billy sipped his drink but didn't return to bed just yet. He was debating getting the bottle.
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